Big girl

To the one that used to hear all my crap since I was thirteen
and even protect this little girl at that time,

thank you--

for tying my boot laces
for lent me your shoulders every morning
for bucks you gave because this careless girl used to forget to bring her own money to school
for sent this eatlord a box of big apple donuts to my rent house during my diploma
for not mocked me back after all those mean, emotional and sarcastic words from me

through all heartache, gaps and time that jealous with us
and of those few years that separate and changed us
to become more cold and heartless, 

you will still remain as my one and only
favourite big brother. 

"one day if one of us gets married, nothing will be the same anymore. because your wife should listen to your words, so do I. both of us have to take care of feeling, of our first priority. so i hope, both of us will prepare for it from now on"

remember those words?

now 2017 is the year that my words come true. 

sincerely,
adik

Iftar - BAcct 2.0 (Masjid Zahir, Alor Setar, Kedah)

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11 June 2017

Quick Update: Gelong (2017)

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And here we were again but this time I just wanna hold the memories and keep it here. It's like a penutup before we go to our own path after finish this semester. We went to a lot of unplanned food hunting (but I rarely upload/update it 😂). Another group of mine that always on-the-go. The small group that arise from hiking group & kembara mate and also because we seen each other a lot in few subjects since we were in the same college, College of Business. Thanks to kereta sewa and also kereta Adib. Always on-the-go, like 5 minutes planned, then here we were. 

my baby girls always sleepy like me

❤️ Ana (Sabah), Sha (Kelantan), me (Perak), Adib (Kedah) & Iwan (N9). May Allah keep us together until the end of this life and gather us in his great heavens, InsyaAllah.

Fun fact: to be with them, I already have a good understanding of Kelantanese, Kedahan, Nogori Sembilan and Sabahan's dialect ok 😎

Gunung Jerai

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We get so worried about being pretty.

Lets be pretty kind, pretty happy, pretty smart,
pretty strong too.

Gunung Jerai, 
Baling, Kedah

28 April 2017

Quick Update: Bukit Tok Dun / Bukit Laka, Perlis (Part 1)

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running and hiking
isn't her forte
but in order to forget her feeling
she have to always do this
again and again

Bukit Laka @ Tok Dun, 
Perlis

25 April 2017

Why did you do this?

Gunung Hijau, Pusing, Perak

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Getting there.

I drove at 7am waiting for others near our school. Since the road is not so smooth and even, so I only drove for first half then I left my car and move into their car (cuz you know at times boys couldnt trust girl that said we can drive haha). This time I hiked with my schoolmate of SYS. 

The Gunung Hijau is located at Pusing, Perak. It’s just around 1 hour drive from my home. While I’d definitely recommend you guys brought 4WD car so you can easily across all the muddy roads.

Nothing special, just like my other normal hike except this time reunion with my old buddies.

So here are pictures that we manage to capture:

                    footnote: 

                    i wanna run away from you. 

                    in order to forget you, 
                    i decided to go through thousands of tired 
                    and nerve-shaken; again

                    but i forgot, 
                    the vibration among the trees and stones, 
                    the smell on the paths, 
                    will always remind me of you.

                    Gunung Hijau, 
                    Pusing, Perak

                    3 April 2017