Arrived

Yes, finally. Alhamdulillah dah sampai dengan jayanya.

Well, since it's a three weeks break from my hectic lives as student, so I decided that I must spend some time on myself. Doing things that I love, things that I wanted to do all the while but didn’t manage to, and things that can increase your self-worth. Like reading books to feel smarter, gym to look sexier and all. But it didn’t go well as planned cause my sister bugging me to come to her house and accompany her to go to Johor since her husband's not free tomorrow. So I will wasting one week for my sister. yawnnnn

Usually i'll feel so happy and excited about being on holiday mood, but this time it is kinda spoiled by the fact that it just 3 weeks people and then im gonna start my internship. Yes, internship. I'll having internship in semester 4. Internship at age 20y/o. eh? 20 already?

Back to the main story that I'll be leaving tomorrow morning to Johor. How people, tell me howwwww i gonna stay patiently for 4 hours in the bus. sobs

keep looking outside of the bus?
with no internet connection?
phone call for 4hrs directly? it's impossible.
and what else? :'(

I wish for this upcoming few days in Johor, I will try many new things, see new people (for sure because the last time i visited Johor was when i am in primary school), learn new knowledge (what knowledge? isnt it one of my holiday?!).

Ahh.. I still can't imagine what gonna be happen there. Afterall, i still can't wait for update all pictures. XD

Till we meet again,
xoxo

Travel

Dear diaries,
This will be hard choices.

1 hour left and then I'll have a long journey. huarghhh Nasib baik naik ets, kalau naik bas, memang patah la pinggang den. Semester break baru je bermula since 24 haritu tapi cuti kali ni kejap sangattt.

Yes, I'm travelling alone today, again. From Perak to Putrajaya. Hoping for there's no robbery or kidnapper reading my blog until I arrive. haha

Make a wish and place it in your heart. 

Pardon me ?

Bismillah.

I am deleting / hiding most of my older post.

I think this is a best time to give a new life.

Because there are few new people coming into my life.

So I just need some space to make myself better.

InsyaAllah!

NEW PLACE. NEW FACE.

SAME PERSON

with the changing Iman.

LIVE. YOUR. LIFE.

Change.

Jika kita mahu tahu di manakah kita di sisi Allah SWT, maka kita patut bertanya di manakah Allah SWT di dalam hati kita?

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One popular saying that’s always struck me as particularly stupid and harmful is, People don’t change. Although everyone has ingrained personality traits, we aren’t held captive by them. Believing that we can’t change encourages us to accept our weaknesses. How many people with substance problems claim they aren’t capable of stopping?

Saying people can’t change is the same as saying people can’t learn. In a sense we’re always changing and always staying the same. When I compare my self of today with my self from a few years ago, I observe that I’m the same but more. I’m the same in how I think and process information but experience has changed the way I interpret everything. Yes, everything. Every day adds a new layer of character. We should anticipate aging with optimism rather than dread. As we grow old the beauty steals inward. People do change. We make every decision for the first time with no obligation to the past. If we control anything, we control our own thoughts and behavior. If can improve anything, it should be ourselves.

If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

I have my own thought. Bagi aku tak perlu perli-perli perempuan yang tak bertudung atau berpakaian seksi sebagainya. Memerli dengan menegur banyak bezanya. Bagi aku, kalau nasihat tu datang dari hati yang ikhlas, pujian kita cuma sekadar "Lawa rambut rebonding awak ni, tapi mesti lagi manis kalau bertudung" pun, boleh menusuk ke dalam hati mereka. Lantas, tak mustahil untuk Allah menyelinapkan sedikit rasa keinsafan dan hidayah kepada mereka. Dan perubahan dalam diri mereka seterusnya.

Bukan aku membela mereka yang berdosa apatah lagi menyokong hamba yang ingkar suruhan-Nya. Cuma kita bukan Tuhan. Mungkin dia berdosa tapi belum tentu neraka tempatnya. Kerana mungkin ada amalnya yang Allah angkat lebih baik dan menghapuskan dosa-dosanya yang lain. Kita tak tahu hati manusia, esok lusa mungkin mereka lebih baik daripada kita. Who knows, right?

Time is a dressmaker specializing in alterations.

Sedang aku juga punya banyak kekurangan dan masih memperbaiki diri. Bila mana aku cuba membuka minda semua bukan bermakna ilmu di dada sudah cukup sempurna. Kerana aku juga insan biasa yang masih mencari redha-Nya. Dan kerana iman itu ada naik turunnya, tak terkecuali, aku jua. wallahualam.

Bila manusia mula ambil kerja Tuhan dengan scan-scan hati orang, meneraka dan mensyurgakan orang, maka akan berlakulah kecelaruan.

:)

Emigration

// Indeed, those who have believed and those who have emigrated and fought in the cause of Allah - those expect mercy of Allah. And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful //

// Sesungguhnya orang yang beriman, orang yang berhijrah dan berjuang di jalan Allah, mereka itu mengharapkan rahmat Allah dan Allah itu Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang //

Surah Al-Baqarah (ayat 218)

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A new chapter, a new beginning and a new hope. May Allah bless you and me and fill our life with happiness, full of success and hopefully lead us to hijrah for becoming a better Muslim and Muslimah. It's not easy to begin all over again when I'm already so comfortable with my old routine.

Put this way. If we still don't get the thing we want, just think that Allah wants us to have the better one or have it later. If we still don't get the love we want, just think that Allah wants us to have it later or have it from the one who cares and loves you genuinely. If we still don't get where we want to go, just be grateful for where Allah have let us be before because He knows what the best for us. If we still never get everything that we had wished and keep saying 'Alhamdulillah' and smile, it means Allah wants us to have HIM, the owner of everything. Alhamdulillah.

Some may say why make Hijrah at all if it going be so hard? That is just the point, it is a test, and rewards from Allah in the Hereafter are great. May Allah give us an easy path to Hijrah for His sake.

And I'm on my way to repair some screw that might be loose-fitting.

And still you in my mind, seven.