Big girl

To the one that used to hear all my crap since I was thirteen
and even protect this little girl at that time,

thank you--

for tying my boot laces
for lent me your shoulders every morning
for bucks you gave because this careless girl used to forget to bring her own money to school
for sent this eatlord a box of big apple donuts to my rent house during my diploma
for not mocked me back after all those mean, emotional and sarcastic words from me

through all heartache, gaps and time that jealous with us
and of those few years that separate and changed us
to become more cold and heartless, 

you will still remain as my one and only
favourite big brother. 

"one day if one of us gets married, nothing will be the same anymore. because your wife should listen to your words, so do I. both of us have to take care of feeling, of our first priority. so i hope, both of us will prepare for it from now on"

remember those words?

now 2017 is the year that my words come true. 

sincerely,
adik




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mengenangkan kembali setiap satu perasaan yang ada
bukanlah jalan untuk terus meneruskan kehidupan
melainkan dengan berdoa dan bersyukur kepadaNya
atas bukti dirimu masih dan sentiasa dalam ingatan

ketahuilah,
ini hanyalah tentang perihal waktu yang cemburu 
lantas telah mengubah jalan dan aturan 
serta cara hidup kita

setelah satu-per-satu anak Adam terselamat dari fitnah Iblis
dan juga dengan adanya pelengkap kiri buat dirimu
semoga hidupmu selepas ini lebih kuat dan matang

dan semoga kali ini, 
cintamu berakhir dengan syurga yang teratas

xoxo,
ikhlas dari adikmu