Pantai Merdeka, Kedah (Kayaking and Abseiling)

 السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

Hello there, I'm back again. This time, I'm gonna share with you abt my first KLK for Kembara's class. We went for camping, kayaking and abseiling activity. To sum up, everything was fun. We have a lot of laugh together in the middle of the sea, we had a good food and oh except for the toilet-fight. 😆 You know, women will always be a women, greedy and bad tempered. hahaha i wont comment. Oh ya, there was an incident that happen too, Sha and few of us was drowned and traumatized might  be lasting to months or years for Sha and the rest that involved. But Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat with the presence of pelatih bertauliah.

not awkward because the boys are from our class

What I love about my class is even though we have our own group in class but when in camp, we were one, helped each other and tried to control the awkwardness between us.. Somehow, I still feel awkward because of combining the class seems like krikk krikk krikkkkk... The other class's majority are boyss, so we as a girl have to behave better than before. Never-mind, we still have a lot of time to curb all the awkwardness feeling through the years. 

until then,

xoxo

Pantai Merdeka, Kedah

15 Oct 2015 - 17 Oct 2015

Quick Update: PUO Congraduation's Day! (Part 2)

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Alhamdulillah, the day that I've been waiting for this day. It's better late than never. But I am still quite upset because we failed to gather 6 of us during this day.

My favorite shot by Aza

I'd like to thank my parents, lecturers and friends especially to 373 member for being there throughout 3 years journey in Politeknik Ungku Omar, Ipoh. 

This is not the end because I still have another journey to continue as an acc lady.

til then,

xoxo

Quick Update: Bukit Kledang, Perak (2015)

My favourite shots at Bukit Kledang on 9 August 2015

til then,
xoxo

Pre-Convocation PUO - 373 (Part I)

اَلسَلامُ عَلَيْكُم وَرَحْمَةُ اَللهِ وَبَرَكاتُهُ

2, 3 & 4 August 2015

So, yeah. Alhamdulillah, I am officially graduated from Politeknik Ungku Omar. Tapi currently, aku dah pun sambung belajar lagi, atas kehendak Abah. InsyaAllah, Abah lebih tahu apa yang terbaik eventhough impian aku ke arah lain sebenarnya. 😆 Kitorang semua berkampung kat rumah Insyirah, since rumah dia paling dekat dengan Poli dan di tengah Ipoh. 

Thank you, Syirah for the hospitality. 

Yang bawah ni situasi masa taklimat dan sesi collect jubah konvo, masing-masing excited sebab yelah semua lama tak jumpa, rumah kat negeri lain-lain. 

Gigirls single untuk tahun ni je la hahaha

actually kelas aku ramai tau, rasanya dalam 49 orang haha

my babies

Untuk dua hari ni, kitorang decide untuk penuhkan masa sebelum hari konvo dengan pegi makan di Karat Cafe, mandi kat Lost World Night HotSpring, jalan-jalan malam di Ipoh Railway Station dan juga Mural Art's Lane

Karat Cafe

Ipoh Railway Station

Ada banyak orang buat henna area railway stesyen ni

Mural Art's Lane

Lost World of Tambun - Night Hotspring

Raya at Perak

Actually daripada 49 orang kelas aku, most of them daripada N9. Jadinya, tahun ni alang-alang konvo, so kitorang pakat-pakat beraya kat rumah-rumah sesiapa yang di Perak. Budak-budak ni memang rajin berjalan beraya merata tiap tahun, aku je selalu tak join sebab takda kereta sendiri. Nak bawak kereta parent, takut.. 😂

Yang tak reti pakai baju kurung time raya tu la housemate aku hahaha

Una Eruna

Mimi, Ira, Ika

Tak tahu ukhwah ni akan kekal sampai bila, tapi more to come sebab one by one dah start macam nak kahwin ni. Haha

til then,
xoxo

Lewat semalam

Seperti lewat malam sebelumnya 
aku masih congakkan tentang kita 
jalan penuh curiga 
dan tanda tanya 

Seperti beberapa purnama sebelumnya 
adakah kita masih sama 
menyembunyikan rasa ingin 
meluahkan rasa yang terikat lain 

Seperti sekarang dan sebelumnya 
lewat bicara kita 
apa mungkin selamanya 
atau kekal cuma sementara 

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SINS

I have committed sins, no one could accept me 

You can't understand what I've been through 

I don't wanna take part in anything because I'm not good enough   

I just give up

Dear F,

Everyone has their own past. You can't change the past and the past is not to be judged, but to be learned. Don't dwell on what went wrong. As human beings we may fall into sins, in spite of our best efforts. Even Rasulullah s.a.w. said, “All human beings are liable to commit sins, but the best of them are those who repent and return to Allah.” 

I know, it still haunts you and you get very anxious sometimes. 

I don't have any good words except just don't give up on what you have decide to do. Try to look forward with full hope in the overflowing mercy of Him. Cz I believe anyone who seeks Allah will surely find Him. If Allah forgives you, who are them to judge you or to hold things against you? 

Kekal percaya, Allah tidak pernah menghampakan permintaan hamba-Nya. 
Stay strong, love.

“O My Servants, who have wronged their souls, do not despair of Allah’s mercy! For Allah forgives all sins; for He is indeed Forgiving, Compassionate. Turn to your Lord in repentance, and submit to Him, before the torment overtakes you when you shall not be helped.” (Az-Zumar: 53-54) 

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KABUT YANG HILANG

Pagi indah itu 
deru pasir berterbangan 
menghangatkan perasaan 
adalah sengketa hati dan perasaan 
cicipan yang nyaring kudengar 
tanpa sedar menjadi pengiring 
redupnya pandangan itu 
tersungging aku teringat sesuatu 

Pagi indah itu 
saat kabut bayang menghilang 
cahya menyuluh kebelakang 
ke deretan jalan yang lengang 
adalah di suatu petang 
bersandarkan lokek senyum kamu 
diam diam menyelinap satu perasaan mahu 
tapi jurang dan keterbatasan waktu 
cuma buat hati keliru

Yang Maha Indah 
membelai aku dalam kerinduan yang teratas 
hingga mencapai suatu batas kesanggupan 
mengorbankan yang sementara demi mengenal Tuhan 
bukankah kerinduan terfokus hanya pada satu tujuan? 

Rengkuhlah aku dalam belaian-Mu 
tuntun aku sentiasa menuju ke jalan-Mu 
hingga hujung waktu