SINS

I have committed sins, no one could accept me 

You can't understand what I've been through 

I don't wanna take part in anything because I'm not good enough   

I just give up

Dear F,

Everyone has their own past. You can't change the past and the past is not to be judged, but to be learned. Don't dwell on what went wrong. As human beings we may fall into sins, in spite of our best efforts. Even Rasulullah s.a.w. said, “All human beings are liable to commit sins, but the best of them are those who repent and return to Allah.” 

I know, it still haunts you and you get very anxious sometimes. 

I don't have any good words except just don't give up on what you have decide to do. Try to look forward with full hope in the overflowing mercy of Him. Cz I believe anyone who seeks Allah will surely find Him. If Allah forgives you, who are them to judge you or to hold things against you? 

Kekal percaya, Allah tidak pernah menghampakan permintaan hamba-Nya. 
Stay strong, love.

“O My Servants, who have wronged their souls, do not despair of Allah’s mercy! For Allah forgives all sins; for He is indeed Forgiving, Compassionate. Turn to your Lord in repentance, and submit to Him, before the torment overtakes you when you shall not be helped.” (Az-Zumar: 53-54) 

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